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I'm listening to a song, it's called A Perfect Sonnet, and it's by Bright Eyes. ^.^
Here it is:
lately i've been wishing i had one desire
something that would make me never want another
something that would make it so that nothing matters
all would be clear then
but i guess i'll have to settle for a for a few brief moments
and watch all dissolve into a single second
and try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
or one foolish line
because that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept
you are here and then you're gone
but i believe that lovers should be tied together and
thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
and left there to drown
left there to drown
in their innocence
but as for me i'm coming to the final chapter
i read all of the pages and there is still no answer
only all that was before i know must soon come after
that is the only way it can be
so i stand in the sun
and i breathe with my lungs
trying to spare me the weight of the truth
saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror
and you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
and now you are laying ina bathtum full of freezing water
wishing you were a ghost
but once you knew a girl and you named her lover
and danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
but autumn came, she disappeared
you don't remember where she said she was going to
but you know that she is gone because she left you a song
that you don't want to sing
we're singing i believe that lovers should be chained together
and thrown into a fire with their songs and letters
and left there to burn in their arrogance
but as for me i'm coming to my final failure
i've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
but i still ended up becoming something other than what i had planned to be
now i believe that lovers should be draped in flowers
and layed entwined together on a bed of clover
and left there to sleep
left there to dream of their happiness
Anyway, other than that, my aunt and I are trying to decide where all we're going to in Europe. Or rather, in what order we're going. ^.^
In three weeks I'm flying to Sanibel Island and I'm staying for 2 weeks, woo!! Christmas in the Caribbean! Hmm..
What else?
dum dum do.
My room is plastered in papers that I just threw out of my notebooks, haha. Oh! Yes! Midterms today! AP English: 98 A, Latin II: 90 B (holy hell, I'm a failure! I NEVER make Bs in Latin, good thing I have three weeks to bring it up three points...)US History Honors: 106 A, and Int. Math III Honors/Algebra II Honors:99.4 A
EXCITING!
Hmm......Yes, that's about it, I do believe. Oh! No! Wait!
Saturday I went downtown to Green Eggs and Jam with Misty, Mike, Christy, Randy, and Heather. We watched some local thrash-metal bands, including Sanctity (www.sanctityweb.com)
Mike and I pretty much sat on an amp in the corner and watched in immobile silence, it was fun though. ^.^
and....we ate at the Mellow Mushroom, went to Vincent's Ear for some hot peppermint tea (because it was 29 degrees outside, seriously), then, after we decided we were cold enough, we hiked back to Christy's car and went to Jessie H's house (she happened to be in Oklahoma with her ex-girlfriend >.< we missed her!)So..fun..yes...fun. Woo!!
Vivae pulchrae mea amo.
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