Overwhelmed. The Healing Process. 

Overwhelmed. The Healing Process.

Recently, the overwhelming anxiety of everything happening has given me a new condition. Chronic fatigue. However, it has come in the most wonderful of disguises. It is now my cure. The distraction of being overwhelmed is healing me. The more I have to do, the more stressed and anxious I am, the more I open up, the more I forget what hurts. One pain to cure another. How beautiful.

I don't think people realize that when the lose me, even if it is in just one aspect, they lose me forever. I can't help it. I don't mean to be this way, but my mindset prevents me from ever going back. Once I come to peace with my new scars, I can never find the fragments that are missing to put them back in place to start it over again. I'm sorry. I'll always be here for you, though. I promise you that. I'll always be loyal to you too. Always, no matter what.

With much love, Veronica.